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Thursday, March 31, 2011

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Let's see.....about three years ago I tried to pick up the "hobby" of running.

It didn't go so well.

I ended up shredding 3 different calf muscles, and hobbled around like an old woman for months.

Eventually they healed, the pain went away, and I made a point to never try running again.

Rabid dogs in pursuit? Let 'em get me!! Can't be as painful as those torn calf muscles, right?? :-)

About a year later, I decided to try it again.

(I'm a sucker for punishment.)

It hurt, but it was a new hurt. If anything, you can never call me boring.

This time it was along the inside of my lower leg, not the big calf muscles along the back.

So, I got to a doctor.....they prescribe physical therapy. The therapist did MAT (muscle activation therapy) among other things. The pain persisted. They had me run on a treadmill to see if my issues were from my gait.

"Your form looks great."

They continue to tell me that my ankles are strong, my knees are good, I'm not a heel striker, my arches are really high (but they didn't seem to think that was an issue), my calves are strong, my posture is good.........etc, etc, etc.

"Your issue must be thigh growth."

Yep, an overweight person's worst nightmare......being told the pain you are experiencing is caused by the reason you're running in the first place......to lose weight.

Thigh growth?

Really??

I never went back. I stopped running. I gained back some of my weight.

I hid.

Then I volunteered at the HyVee triathlon in Des Moines.

I was in my kayak on the water safety crew. After the swimming portion was done, the boat ramp was blocked, so we had to sit and wait for the whole event to finish.

By far the best thing to ever happen to me, ever!!!!!

I sat on that curb and watched the bikes fly by. And then, I watched the runners.

There were TONS of runners, many bigger than I was. More out of shape than I was. And they were handling it just fine. "Thigh growth" didn't seem to be affecting them.

So, I went home the next morning, and sat on the couch with my laptop. I researched running more than I ever had before. I researched beginning running schedules. I researched leg muscles and injury.

I started a couch to 5K program on the treadmill. As long as I kept it under 5.5 miles per hour, and under 30 minutes at a time, the pain was very slight and manageable.

I called the physical therapist I used for after my shoulder surgery. He had me do different exercises, analyzed my gait, took videos of me running, and had me try different shoes.

He nearly fell over in disgust when I told him I was afraid my problem was "thigh growth."

After I'd done that a while, I tried running outside. Very slowly, but after 20 seconds, my legs were SCREAMING!!

So, I went back to the treadmill and called a specialist. He did xrays, MRI's, scans (etc) and found nothing out of the ordinary......so another prescription for PT came around.

This time, to a therapist that specializes in running issues. To someone that has run in Olympic marathon qualifiers twice before, and was training for the third.

She had me do exercises I'd done before...exercises I hadn't done before. But, most importantly, she got those pointy little fingers of hers out, and started deep tissue massages. Twice a week. The insides of my lower legs were bruised from knee to ankle.

This picture was later in the afternoon of my first appointment.


The next morning those bruises had all grown together into one big purplish green blob.....literally from ankle to knee. I had to wear pants for weeks so people wouldn't think I was abused. :-)

(Now, just imagine having to go BACK two days later. It hurt to look at those bruises, let alone let someone poke their pointy fingers INTO them!!)

After a month or two of this (twice a week), my muscle "fibers" were "straightened out" and I was able to run outside.

Without pain.

From May 2010, to February 2011.

And now it's back.

I've been avoiding the doctor and avoiding the physical therapist. You've been seeing my posts about leg pain one day, and 9 miles without leg pain the next. I've been getting deep tissue massages once a week for the past month, and obviously it's not doing me any good. After my run on Tuesday night, I was seriously questioning my sanity. Was I "running through the pain" or was I "making it worse."

Many are stubborn in pursuit of the path they have chosen, few in pursuit of the goal.
Friedrich Nietzsche

* I've called my insurance company (to check my physical therapy coverage for any changes).
* I've called the specialist. Since it'd been a year, they wanted me to come in before giving out another PT prescription....I go in tomorrow am.
* I've called my physical therapist to schedule an appointment for early next week.

Here we go again. Bring on those pointy fingers! Slacks and long skirts, here I come! :-)

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

03/29/11: Teaching an old dog new tricks.....

My legs are the old dog.....and running without pain seems to be a new trick I'd love very much for them to learn.

I ran 9 miles this weekend with no pain.....after work today, I ran 4.5 wondering the entire time what the heck I was doing. :-)

I slept in...which was my first mistake.

Well, sleeping in makes it sound like it was an accident. I actually turned off my alarm and made a conscious decision to run after work.

My morning conscious mind isn't the brightest some days. (giggle)

I really wish I had gotten up though....this happened while we were sleeping and running in it would have been beautiful!!!



The snowflakes were at least an inch or two across....they were huge!! It was so pretty to see it falling, especially knowing that it wasn't going to last long. We've had some nice days and the ground is warm enough to keep it from lingering and accumulating.

By the time I got off work, it was pretty much all gone.

I changed into my running gear at work, and went to one of the city trails a mile away or so. The wind had a little chill to it, and the sun was hiding...so it seemed cooler than it really was. But I'd packed clothes for nearly every weather possible (and there are allot of possible conditions in this part of the country this time of year - hehehehehe).

I locked my car and started to walk down the trail.....realized I'd forgotten to put a bondiband (more to keep my ears warm then to keep the sweat out of my eyes) on my head, so went back to the car to get it. Once I reached the car I remembered that I'd put it in my running jacket pocket. :-)

I turned around to start walking down the trail, and this time realized I'd forgotten my iPod in my car. I KNEW it was sitting on my passenger seat. Not only did I want to go back for it so I'd have something to listen to, I also didn't want to leave it lying in the open. Last thing I needed was to come back to a broken car window, or a missing car.

Finally, I was ready to start running.

About 2 full minutes into the run I realized that it was going to be painful. Really, really painful. I could feel that one tight muscle, in each of my legs....I could feel it screaming at me for even thinking about running, let alone doing it.

About 20 seconds later I saw this.......


There were two young deer walking along the trail (they were actually ON the trail when I first noticed them). I watched them walk towards me, only moving off the trail once they were within 20 feet of me. I had slowed to a walk when I saw them....but when they got that close I stopped altogether.

I kept thinking they'd eventually stop.....or run the other way.

Nope.

I talked to them, and it only made them come closer.

I made sudden moves, and one of them could have cared less....the other took notice, but only slowed it's walking a little.

I had my arm outstretched, and the lead deer sniffed my hand.

I bit back every urge I had to pet it......but it was difficult. The last thing I wanted to be was a victim of a deer kick...but I really really wanted to pet it. :-)



If sniffed my hand a little....then went walking on it's merry way...the other following close behind. I watched them cross the trail, and walk down the bank to the creek, then I started back down the trail myself.

A minute or so later I could hear something behind me. I may run with my iPod when I'm on the trail, but it's turned down plenty low enough to hear all sounds around me.

When the sounds didn't stop, I turned my head to casually look behind via my peripheral vision.

What the......?

I turned my head back to where I was going......then looked behind me again.

I couldn't believe what I'd seen, and wanted to see if it was still there.

It was.

Well, THEY were, to be more specific.

Those two deer were running along behind me. Following me like stray dogs. They followed along behind me for nearly a mile....before the trail went over a bridge and continued on the other side of the creek. When I got to the bridge, they stopped......their eyes almost pleading for me to come back and run with them on their side of the creek.

I'd like to say that the encounter made the rest of my run fun and feel easy....but it didn't. I was having to stop nearly every 1/4 of a mile to stretch my lower legs. I was nearly in tears a couple of time....mostly from frustration, but maybe a little from the pain.

I finished the 4.5 miles on my schedule. I fought for those 4.5 miles. I knew I'd pay for it the next day though.

I paused my Garmin while dealing with the deer.....and I'd pause it during a leg stretch every once and a while, so my time isn't actually an accurate measure of how long it took me to complete those 4.5 miles. I'd say it was definitely over an hour, if I had to guess.

The last mile and a half was completed through sheer will and brutal stubbornness alone. I ran (if you could call it running) the whole thing without stopping to stretch. I knew if I stopped, I'd probably never get going again.

Per my Garmin, I completed it in 53 minutes....11:46 overall average pace.

Sunday, March 27, 2011

03/27/11: Nueve, neuf, naoi, naw, negen, yhdeksän.....NINE!!!

I didn't run today until nearly 2 o'clock.

I'm usually a "get it over with before work, or early on the weekends" runner....so why did I wait so long?

Honestly, I might have been a little nervous about the run. My legs have been hurting pretty good.....and (as I said last week after my 8 mile run), this would be the longest I'd run since my half in October.

I put it off as long as I could....but I knew that I was going to end up talking myself out of it if I didn't go soon.....so I changed and headed out the door before I could.

There was a 26 degree windchill (-3 C), a fairly stiff breeze (that kept changing directions), and every once and a while I could see the blue skies peeking through the cloud cover.



The first three miles were pretty painful. I stopped multiple times along the way to stretch my tight lower legs. But after those first three were done, the final six felt really good. My pace did nothing but improve...as did my attitude and my smile.

I'm sure most of the people I met along the route thought I was nuts...running along with a big ol' cheesy grin.

Oh well. :-)

9.01 miles, 11:01 overall average pace

03/26/11: Playoffs!

Our local college hockey team got themselves into the NCAA Div I playoffs in St. Louis....so Mot (hubby) and some friends (Danny and Steve, aka "the boys") decided to get tickets and head down....at the last minute.

By last minute, I mean we arrived to the game about 4 minutes in....and our team was already up 1 to 0.

The game ended badly (but I'll spare you all the gory details)....but it was still an awesome trip, and a fun game to watch (well, up until those last 10 ridiculous "play is under review" minutes). :-)

The next morning, instead of staying for the Saturday game, we decided to take our time on the drive home. (it's normally about a 7 - 7 1/2 hour drive from home to St. Louis)

Taking our time, included sleeping in.

So there I was, laying in bed (wide awake) at 7 am......knowing it'd be a while before we got on the road, I put on my running gear and headed down to the hotel fitness room.

4 miles were on the schedule. I plugged in my headphones, turned on the Today show, and off I went.

The treadmill didn't give distance ran......or pace.....but it would tell me what lap I was on.

That is, it would flash the lap number on the screen, for about 5 seconds.....and only at the beginning of the lap. So if I wasn't paying attention, I'd miss it.

No matter, I knew about how long I needed to run to get close to my 4 miles.

I happened to look down and see it flash lap 12.

A while later, I looked down again, and it flashed lap 12.

WTF???

It flashed lap 12 at least one more time......so who knows how far I actually ran that morning! (giggle)

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

03/23/11: To Spring, or not to Spring....

My schedule called for a 4.5 mile run....I made it 4.1.

Barely.

I nearly went home after a mile.....then, at 2 miles I did decide to call it. Although, it really didn't do much good at that point. No matter which route I took home, it was still going to be 2 more miles to get there. :-)

My cardiovascular health is good.....but my tight lower leg muscles are going to drive me slowly insane.

On my way back it started to mist or rain on me......or at least that's what I thought. I hit a dark stretch of road and needed to turn on my headlamp.

There, in the beam of my lamp, was snow! It got heavier as I ran...but by the time I got home it had stopped.

Yesterday, 70 degrees (F) and tornado warnings....this morning I get snowed on while I run.

Spring is kinda fun....you just never know what mother nature is going to throw at you. :-)

I'm trying to stay positive and not let disappointment creep in.

* Yes, the run today was horrible. I was sluggish, my legs hurts....blah, blah, blah.
* But, I did 8 miles this weekend without any issues, and could have kept going past the 8 miles if I needed to.

* Yes, my first half marathon of the year is 4 weeks (ish) away.
* But, I'm not out to PR. Heck, I could walk the whole thing if need be.

* Yes, I'm still having a hard time getting motivated to stick with a training schedule.
* But, it's only March....once things warm up (and stay warm)...and it gets lighter in the am....everything will be fine.

I only started doing this to get healthy and lose weight....and I've accomplished both of those things. Yes, I need to keep it up....and yes, I still have a ways to go....but I need to remember those things. Not that my pace today was 12 min/mile. Ugh! :-) :-) :-) :-)

4.1 miles, 11:57 overall average pace

Sunday, March 20, 2011

03/20/11: Shake Your Shamrock Part 2



And now for part 2 - the 13K edition. You can read about my 7K leg here. :-)

I woke up this morning to chirping birds, and just laid there for a while to listen. I've always appreciate the arrival of spring weather....but nothing like this year! (48 degrees F) I knew I'd be able to get my long run in this week....with 17 less pounds of gear on my body. No gloves, hat, two-three shirts, running tights, long underwear, jacket, etc, etc, etc.....


Here I am in my required green for the shamrock (part 2) run.

I've now officially exhausted the extent of my green clothing. And I only rec'd this shirt last week at the St. Louis St Patty's Parade Run. :-)

You also get to see what I'm fondly calling my Go Go Gadget belt. Hydration bottles on back...pocket up front for gels, beans, phone, and other misc crap I think I might need to carry. I also have pepper spray attached to it somewhere.

It's not as cool as Batman's utility belt...but give me time! I'll have a stun gun, repelling equipment and parachute soon. :-)

So anyway, I ran the 7K (plus) on Friday, and today was my day to take a stab at the 13K.

After looking up online to see exactly how far 13K is (8.08 miles - hehehehe), I realized I just so happened to have an 8 mile run on my schedule for the day.....perfect!!!!!!

I drove to one of the city's trails and headed off.



I could have labeled this post "The Birds and the Bee's" after all the wildlife I was seeing along the way.

Well.....maybe just "The Birds."


a turkey walking along the path, near the beginning of the trail


a couple of Canadian geese honked at me as I passed......honked, and honked, and honked


a male Mallard duck and his girlfriend

I also saw a blue jay, a cardinal, and far too many crows to count.

As I was driving to the trail, small droplets of rain were falling on the windshield...but by the time I'd started running, the skies let up.

At the halfway point (4.04 miles) I turned around to head back to the car. I also decided that today was the day I'd try out some gels I'd won from a virtual race in January. Adam @ I Am Boring hosted Freeze Your Thorns Off 5K Virtual Race and I won a case of these babies!

(Sorry it's taken me so long to get around to mentioning them Adam,...but I didn't want to until I was able to try them out!)



I'm new to the "gel" thing....and thought today was finally a long enough run to give them a shot.

They didn't taste nearly as disgusting as I was afraid they would. I hear horror stories about people only using them because they work, but the taste is awful. While you won't find me dining on them on a regular non-running basis, I have to say, they weren't bad at all!!!

And, about a mile later I think I could actually feel them starting to kick in. In fact, take a look at my splits for the second half of the run.....

Mile 5: 11:36
Mile 6: 11:14
Mile 7: 10:55
Mile 8: 10:16
Mile 8+: 8:54

I ended the 8.08 miles with an 11:00 min/mile average. I'll take it. :-)

So again.....thank you to Linzi @ Beyond Destination 26.2 and Aneta @ My Running Bucket to hosting the Shake your Shamrock racing series!!!! If you haven't checked out their blogs...you really should!!!! :-)

Friday, March 18, 2011

03/18/11: Shake Your Shamrock Virtual 7K



Linzi @ Beyond Destination 26.2 and Aneta @ My Running Bucket are hosting a Shake Your Shamrock Virtual Run and you know me, I signed up the minute I heard about it.

The rules were to run either a 7K or a 13K.
Wear green.
And complete it between 03/17 and 03/20.
(There's still time if you want to sign up and run!!!)

I was planning on getting up yesterday morning...but failed miserably. My comfy bed won the battle. :-)

This morning was another story. I was awake a few minutes before the alarm went off. I had my gear all laid out. And the weather is still as gorgeous as ever.

Since running 7K is an unusual distance for me, I sat down at the computer earlier this week to map out my 4.34 mile route. Today technically only called for a 3 mile run on my schedule....but adding a little extra seemed perfectly fine. :-)

A few blocks from home I scared three large deer from a neighbors garden. The three of them went thundering down the road, heading east...upset I'd rustled them from their breakfast.

After I'd been running about 10 minutes or so, I looked down at my Garmin and noticed it was telling me I had run 1.92 miles.

In 10 minutes??

Crap! I'd taken the dogs for a walk a couple nights before, and hadn't reset it. Whoops. :-)

As I'm looking at my Garmin, I'm not watching where I'm going. Suddenly those SAME three deer go flying across the road in front of me. They probably thought I was following them.

The rest of the run was pretty uneventful. Tomorrow is the full moon, so I only needed to turn on my headlamp in a few places. Most of my run was protected from the wind...but in the few spots I wasn't protected, I was running directly into it. (my luck)

When I plugged the ol' Garmin in after I'd returned home, I found I did a little more than the 4.34 needed. I'd gone 4.7 (7.56 K). Close enough. :-)


Me and my green before jumping into the shower and heading to work.


Post race recovery drink of choice. Chocolate milk!!!!!!

Average overall pace, 11:12 pace. (elevation gain 432, elevation loss 472 - I live on a big hill...surrounded by other big hills...there are no flat routes)

Linzi, Aneta...thanks!!!!!!!